2001-08-12
What's mine is yours and your completly but until then, move along there's nothing to see here..... except my beating heart.
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It's Sunday night. I don't know why but Sunday always depresses me. The morning is so grand, a hazy comedown and then there is nothing, numb before the week pregresses.
Last night we went dancing.
It made me happy.
I made out for hours with a beautiful boy. A boy with jet hair, strawberry lips and even sweeter kisses.
I slept, woke and went back to Laurens after enduring some bad tv.
Bought some candy played some games.
Oh and Jacqui (her mum) made dinner. She's the greatest, and always puts a plate out for me.
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This thing with Daniel (Uni boy) who I told you about a few weeks back.
Well he's a really sweet guy. But I just don't know anymore.
Sure we talked for a few hours today.
But I felt like I was just holding up my end of the conversation. I hope I havn't mislead him.
Lauren says you never truly know someone until you get drunk with them, or see a good band.
Maybe that might make my situation clearer.
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This sexy boy last night was so grand.
I felt like spilling my life to him.
It was the look in his eyes.
I wanted him to know it all. Just to cut the crap and know it all.
Know how I am addicted to documentaries, how I always cry at the human interaction, how they suck me in and I cry.
I wanted him to know that I fall in love every second of every day, know that I can fall with one word, glance or lyric.
I just wanted him.
Eternity.
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oh, and I made the dumbest statement, whilst we were waiting in line for McDonalds at 4am.
Miss Megan:
"Can I please have a small chips and um a small fries"
The chick just looked at me and sighed. Lauren was on the floor laughing.
Miss Megan:
"Oh sorry, I understand this is very trying for you"
And then I was laughing too hard to order anything else.
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