2002-11-27
it's no optical illusion..
Give her one word to describe the feeling and she will jump through hoops..
A smattering of garbled English and Dutch and a million truths shining in her eyes.
' You tink I do not a know eh?'
no. I never thought that.
Dutifully painting her nails with the same rose polish each week.
I propelled my eyes to scream : I love you but please leave me alone!
Mij liefde Jou. vertrek mij verlaten.
(or more simply)
Ik houd van u. Alleen verlaat me.
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it's so strange and difficult isn't it, this is my trading card(s) with the world, and I'm holding them up tilted just so and oooh can you see the hand I have been dealt (?) .