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swansong.for Brisbane...

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"How can i ever apologize? I meant you no such harm
I never knew i could possess that fatal kind of charm
I just wanted to be good to you but i found i was disarmed
By a lifetime of disillusionment and the distraction of the stars
I abdicated now i'm just a prince without a land
My subjects all adore me but for this i have been banned
Now could i trade my guilt for a good flogging by your hand?
And hey i'm sorry 'bout so much baby but i know you'll understand
I'm sorry 'bout so much baby but i know you'll understand

I can't understand why you refuse my one request
Just to press against my weaponry and then lay bare your chest
Challenges like these can be won or lost or laid to rest
Now we both agree to separate from the lonely castle steps
The kingdom is destabilized, the watchtower unmanned
The bedroom lies abandoned and the future is unplanned
But we've got the past to remind us of what's chivalrous and grand
And hey i'm sorry 'bout so much baby but i know you'll understand
I'm sorry 'bout so much baby but i know you'll understand " - Mirah

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so it is the leaving time and the time to remember the love that still shimmers well after sunset in this little town

now you can't help but feel sorry for all the moments you wished yourself away, counting down to the new and swallowing the mistakes of the past.

trembling poised bright eyed

there is something very beautiful about the unknown about being completly thrilled and terrifed at the same time

there is something very rewarding about throwing caution to the wind

So this how it feels to be young and invincible.

This is how it feel to be free.

the then the now