2002-01-17
"At least we're still friends, at least we're still in life" Alkaline Trio
It's all sore. And there is more spots. and where some went there is bruises. I bruise real easy.
and I tried really hard today not to be a Jerkass Mcferkass. Real hard.
Even though I didn't get dutch meaty parcels of fried goodness as promised, so my heart fell a little around lunchtime, but by the time my washing was dry it was okay again, I folded and made things neat then slept.
spell your name backwards]: nagem (oh har har)
[describe how you feel right now in 3 words]: spotty, sleepy, content
[what is the latest you've ever stayed up?]: not sleeping at all I guess [ever been to belgium?]: nope
[wallet]: burgandy leather
[jewelry worn daily]: earrings, two silver bracelts around my left wrist
[pillow cover]: white
[blanket]: doona
[sunglasses]: black, square, large
[underwear]: there is a rather large assortment. Now pale pink lace
[favourite top]: ohh this is hard. White mooks never fails/salteens tee
[favorite pants]: jeans, cuffed up
[cd in stereo right now]: Miss Anna tape- weakerthans, get up kids, alkaline trio
[wearing]: jeans, pink bonds, pink ribbon
[hair]: messy and wet
[makeup]: no, it's nearly bedtime
[in my mouth]: candy in the shape of little stars (but I had to pick out all the orange)
[in my head]: roadtrips across a country other than my own
[hearing]: "I need to pay my hearts outstanding bills" Weakerthans
[wishing]: To get better, the be back to normality with the ones I love, to be out dancing, to be making out, to be singing real loud while people stare, to be down the coast flying along in Helens car at a million miles, to by lying on a beach, to be holding hands, to be looking into eyes that says things I can't.
[after this]: continue dreaming about better health amongst fluffy pillows
[talking to]: Gavin and Jack.
[eating]: candy, but now it's almost gone.
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