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So you came round

to deliver the contents of you heart and mind for the last 5 years

and I hold the folder and don't know if I should

I don't know if I should just push it into your arms

because it's all been said and done.

But after all you are my friend

despite it all.. despite the things that have been written and said

but it's all beautiful and I can't put it down.

so thank-you

and thank-you

and maybe sometime you can read it all too,

and maybe you might get the girl of you dreams, the one that is comprised in all the years of writing.

the one that is beyond me, and the one that you deserve.

the then the now