2002-08-31
She could analyse this until the next time they meet - and still not find answers
Sometimes I say things aloud to test the feeling.
[would this feel right if it came into being]
Tonight I smell apricots
and taste the 1920's.
Distracting myself from sleep with thoughts of teared glass droplets and cascading light.
Distracting myself with pin curls and heavy make-up.
Distracting myself from asking:
Can we make it like it is in the movies?
Distracting myself from screaming:
Please Please Please, let me get what I want.
Distracting myself from you.
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