2002-09-04
It's happening again....
I am getting very good at sabotaging things for myself.
pulling apart the things that make this better.
I'd like to start over but its too late for any of that.
Do I do these things, Do I act that way, to test the other person? To push a little further to see just how much I can make it spin.
neurotic, energetic, shaking, dumb and brave.
all that remains is the thought 'it's happening again'......
But I just know that it could be everything.
so.. please don't let it slip away.
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