2003-01-02
24/5.....
Loving to love not be be loved. staring at the brand new first light of the year.
the streets begin to settle and low hum of reality sets in.
let the difficult ones be reconciled, be forgotten and laid to rest as roots beneath my feet. and in their importance become completly unimportant.
Hindsight comes with this new. no breaths from now to be chased by fear nor intensity.
smooth/calm/solid/whole.
Where were you? (this whole time)
Chasing the shadow (memory) of someone who doesn't exist.
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