2003-10-06
"and I'm so number one that it's a shame that you let other numbers in the game" - Mirah...
tonight is wet and hot and shaky ground i cannot do this anymore you make me feel weak and water and nothing beautiful and bright.
iwantothroweverythingupandaway
remind me why I don't?
becausewhenyoudothisiforgeteverything
because it's like there is nothing and with nothing has changed.
sqaure one trembling with girls on the line with lush words that reach out to pull my head back in and wrap me in the feeling that curves trembles.
and for a moment I pretend that you don't exist and these lush words are all I have.
I DON'T WANT TO BE THIS GIRL.
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